The Suicide

Living everyday with a thought of dying sounds inspirational but it's a pain you are carrying. Sometimes it's easier to die than keeping thyself alive.

Why choose the hard task? Because when you choose the other way, they will call you an escapist. They will forget the fight you fought for this long time, just to put a smile on their face. They will never realize the pain you got through. They ignored you when you asked them to help you.

So I will live, so I can die everyday, inch by inch, being a living zombie.

It's my kind of suicide.