To My Almost

It was the day that I lost my self. I saw you, your wide and enigmatic smile that was painted all over your face seems like she really took good care of you, seems like you've been waiting for this day to come.
Those beautiful eyes I used to adore, the scent of your shirt I used to sniff they are all captivating as ever. Your towering height is so intimidating but the comfort it gave me before just because of your mere presence spread warmth in me. It was so amazing that you could make me feel like I was protected, like I was love and adored.
Yes, because having you at my side made me feel like I am safety, that I am vulnerable and worth fighting and dying for. You were meters away from me, you couldn't see me but I could, I could see you walking in the aisle accompanying her trying to grab her parents hand as a sign of respect to them.
I could see you  and you could still caught my attention even in distance, I could even still feel those butterflies in my stomach just like in our teenage days. You couldn't see me, bet you wouldn't figured it out that I was nearby silently watching both of you exchanging those sacred vows. You never looked anywhere you are locked to one thing and focused to one thing, you are focused to your bride, you're focused to the girl who owns you, you are focused to her. ��

From,
Selfless Me  JFR