When I lost you, I found out what to do

For once I just want to exhale the negativities of life,
Inhale those positivities and embrace more opportunities

I want to scream all the pain that you caused, scream out the pain of my body, my soul and my heart.

I want to run until it feels like it's too hard to breathe, I want to run from all of my imaginations of the future that I've envisioned with you.

I want to know how it feels like dying, I want to experience how it feels like dying so that I can give a new meaning of living.

I want to read and read happy ending stories, to train my mind that not all love stories are tragic stories, maybe except ours.

I want to do different things because you know too much about me, For once I want you to be clueless about me.

I want to be different, because that is how you see me differrent but one thing is for sure Indeed I am different because I am an original copy of myself not an imitation of someone else.