To The Man Who Ripped Off My Heart

The day I met you was the day that I think life was too cruel and full of thorns. I didn't know that I was in need of someone who will stay by my side. You made me feel like i'm perfect, i'm no full of flaws. You made me feel loved and wanted. You make my world turn when I'm stuck. You always make my day better than it was. You helped me a lot that I forgot that i'm wasted, broken and depressed. You make me smile when I couldn't. You poured water into the lifeless flower. You made me believed that the moon can't be moon without stars. You made me believed that forever do exists. You made me believed that you will accept me and love me the way I am. You made me believe that love never fails. You made me believe in love, again. You made me believe that you're not like them. You made me believe you're different. You made me fall for you. You made me feel complete. It was always you. All of the things that you made me believe, was just your beautiful fakery. I thought you never wanted to see me in this situation again, numbing the pain, the misery. You said forever do exists, but you forgot to say that there's a boundary in that forever. I thought you will complete me. But I was wrong, it wasn't you. You're not really always there for me. It was always myself who's there for me. You never really cared. You never really loved the real me, because this soft heart can't cover these notable scars of yesterday. I thought you'd stay. I thought you'd never let go. I thought you would love me when I couldn't love myself.