Unlikely alike

People would think that we're good - and sometimes they thought that we're on the same page. We always tell them, "We're just friends." But I couldn't hide the giddiness I always feel when I'm with you. I think I like you - no let me repharse that, I think "I still like you."

Those four words I couldn't say to you but my reactions towards you can't hide what my heart want to say. The moments we crack puns and corny jokes at each other flaws, the tears we're both holding back when we're tired and disappointed, the melodies that you sing and make my heart sing inside of my chest, your crazy thoughts which also could make me go crazy by thinking them one by one, and even the simple gestures you usually do that my mind turn them in the complicated matter.

But what I love the most when we're together is our mental synchronization which made the accidental bond between Anna and Hans of Frozen. Just like to what happened to Anna, I immediately thought that you're the Prince that I've been waiting for... but I was wrong and foolishly blinded by your captivating light.

If I could delete those memories with you, I already did. If I could meet someone the time when I first met you, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be confused right now. I have so much, 'what-ifs' and 'I should' until now but I'm just a human. I cannot control what will happen right now and the next day.

This time, I swore to myself... I would not cling on you  anymore - even on the memories. You have made me feel 'kilig' once or twice, but this time, I'm freeing myself on the invisible tie around us.