Unsaid Words

Hey, how are you?
Do you still miss me?
Are you doing fine without me?

I should had told you before,
The hesitations and pauses
I made when I'm with you.

Where are you now?
Do you still remember our smiles?
Or even our memories hidden inside?

I was scared,
That's why I didn't told you.
I was afraid you'll leave me.

How long will this last?
Do you still care about me?
Do I have a place in your heart?

When you embraced me,
The feeling was so surreal,
I was drowning in your bliss.

What are you up to?
Do you know I long for you?
And seek for your warmth everyday?

When you left me,
It felt so cold,
I ended up following you.

I'm sorry,
It's the words I should had said,
Back then and even now.

I could not do anything,
I was so frozen I cannot move anymore.
You etched a scar in my mind.

I loved you.
I still love you.
Do you still love me?

I wished I had done something,
For that smile on your face to remain,
Now, it only remains in my memory.

I know I've hurt you,
It was my fault.
I should have listened to you.

I regret my actions back then,
Full of promises that I should had kept.
Our happiness would be forever.

If I were to turn back time,
I would correct all my mistakes,
And told you these unspoken words.

But now that we are in different worlds,
I can't see you and you can't see me,
I'm still hoping for the best of you.

Even if everything was over,
Even if our love story was already finished,
I'm sure you'll find a happiness worth for you.

Even if these words were written,
In the letters I had given before I left,
I was happy that you'd read these unsaid words.