Unsaved Savior

"Keep going."
"Don't give up."
"Believe in yourself."

She has the ability to shower anybody with healing words yet she cannot heal her own.

"How blessed," they say.

While her tears fall like the rain.
Every night is punishment, for her storming thoughts devour her whole.
Going to bed wishing for the sun to never be seen
And waking up eating regrets when the burning light greets her skin.

"Is this 'blessed'?" She asks and once again, no answer has been heard.
"Until when", she wonders.
"Will I have to eat regrets for breakfast, my fears for lunch and hopelessness for dinner?"
Another unanswered question has been left to her.