Until now

It was a beautiful afternoon.

As I was walking in the street,

I saw you right there.

It's been quite a while since the last time I saw you.

I am not ready for this,

I am not yet ready to see you face to face.

I thought I'm already okay,

I thought I've already moved on.

But, I was wrong.

In fact, I am so happy seeing you there

And yet fear covered  my whole being.

I was trembling, yes I am.

I am afraid to see you man

because I am so weak that until now,

you are still the one.

But, you don't care anymore, 

what's the point of loving you until now?

But,  I cannot deny the fact that I am still longing for you until now.