An Open Letter To A Special Man This Christmas

My dearest man,

Merry Merry Christmas! Or should I say, Happy Birthday Jesus!!!! Spending another holiday with you is a bunch of happiness for me, enough and special gift for me. This is the time to tell you how thankful I am for you, which I often forget it in the light of Christmas chaos.

Who would have thought that when we met, we would mean so much to each other now. I really can't imagine that things were moving just like what the Lord have planned for us. You have nudged your way into my anxieties and guarded heart in the smoothest of fashions. You have took half of my heart and you knew how it can be taken care of.

There is no one that I would rather spend this holidays with and I wouldn't struggle when trying to find the "perfect" present that tells you how much I love you. I can't really put it into words but you are, really --- an enough gift for me.

I cannot wait to engulf ourselves into another memories to treasure just like the old times, when seas cover the land, just like the oceans filled the aisle of the shore, my love for you will always be a continuous flow. I am taking this time to thank you for all you have done for me in this year 2018... definitely, you deserve all these praises.

Thank you for dealing with my insecurities personality.

I know it's difficult dealing with someone who makes up unlikely situations in ther head, crying out of nowhere, or being unreasonable happy over the small things, or even a person who will break down for a moment of being overwhelmed. You have been a great comfort, a constant escape more than could ever imagine. You never fail to surprise me of how selfless and caring you are as a man.

Thank you for being a part of my family.

Although, most of the time you think that my family may not possibly like you, I wanted you to know that they will always like you the way I do. You know how important my family to me, and you have been a number one cheerer when I always make up something for them. You are not just a part of my life, but theirs.

Thank you for sharing your closet with me.

I guess this is very a methaporic sentence but thank you for opening your closet for me. For allowing me to enter your cabinet to see the different moods of your clothes. You have shown that you can be my jacket in the winter days, or even my refresher in the sunny season. You can be any of these, and I'm blessed, thank you for allowing me.

Thank you for taking care of me, buying me medicine when I am sick.

I don't know when it was started but when I'm not feeling well, you are more concerned to me than I am concerned with myself. You worried so much and you never fails to buy me meds when fever, nausea, and even period cramps. You never fail to remind me to drink water, sleep early and eat fully.

Thank you for not being tired.

I know there are days that I'm not in my mood. Probably, most of the time you will notice that I'm irritated, I said painful things, I'm insecure with the girls that you get along everyday, I get jealous always and staying quiet when something is bothering me. Somehow, you get tired understanding me, talking or comforting me but behind all these things, you stay calm and you stayed. You stayed when I'm irritated, you stayed even if I said the most painful things in this world, you never leave when I'm insecure, instead you said that I'm the most beautiful woman in this world and I'm the most special woman in your life. You never get tired understanding when I'm jealous, for pushing you away from me. You are there, despite of staying my mouth zip, because I'm hurt when you did something wrong. You stayed despite the fact that I'm nothing but piece of crap.

Thank you for being just an overall great person.

I have never been more impressed with someone who is constantly concerned about others and their well-being. You are more than willing to put others before yourself and I admire and respect you for that. You constantly impress me and there is not a day that goes by that I am not thankful for you.

Most of all, thank you for celebrating Christmas with me, by rejoicing for what the true meaning of it.

I bet, most of the people celebrated Christmas without knowing the real meaning of it. Most of them enjoying their gifts, aguinaldos from tjeir ninongs and ninangs, eating their favorite foods like pizza and lasgna. You made me feel this season in other way, and that is because of Jesus. Despite the delicious meal in the table and the amazingly beautiful presents, the gift of life is the best gift of all. You never fail to remind me that, even if I know that from the start. He is the reason why we have Christmas.

We may fight, argue over small things and cry because of silly reasons, always remember that I will never leave. I can' t promise but someday you'll realize the reason behind not having a pinky swear. You are indeed a beautiful soul. You are meant to be keep and love.

With more love than you could ever imagine,
Kim