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Why did it have to be this way? Why did you have to leave me here all alone?
I remember it was mid-August
The sun was shining
The birds were chirping
It felt like something out of a fairy tale
And yet I forgot that in every fairy tale there would always be a part wherein everything could go wrong
That everything you've ever dreamed of could all just disappear
It could all just be ripped away from you and you wouldn't even know it
But you knew
I mean you would have had to know that the happy ending that I was dreaming of, that I was hoping for was all going to be destroyed in front of my own eyes
That in your own way, you betrayed me because you knew
You knew that you wouldn't be with me for long
You knew that the promises you were making me were all but false
None of what you told me would have happened
And yet I can't help but wonder what was the point in lying to me in the first place
Was it for my own sake? Or was it purely just for your selfishness?
Was it your intention to hurt me or to save me?
I will never get the answers to all of my questions because you are gone
You are gone
All I have left of you is the bittersweet memories and the pieces in which you left me in
I can do nothing but try and try until I can piece myself back together again
To try until I am whole again, until I am who I was before but I know that will never happen because I am now alone
You left me to be alone and I will never know whether that was your intention or not
I still remember how everything seemed so perfect when I was with you
When you were still here
When I could still taste summer's last memories, the promise of fall's crispness, the sweetness of ripe apples
The wonder of the longing of birds in flight searching for a winter home
Of how whole I was
Of how perfect everything was
But you knew that it was not meant to be
You knew that you weren't meant to be in this world for long
Yet you still made me love you
You still made my soul intertwine with yours
And I am left here without a soul, without a purpose
And I wonder how much longer I can hold on
I will continue to look up at the night sky and think that maybe
Just maybe you were looking down at me as well
That somehow there are still traces of you in this world
There are still traces of you still with me
And then I will wake up to a cold bed
An empty room
And realise that yes, I am still alone
And maybe that is what is right in this world
That my loneliness is what is demanded of me
A fate that could possible rival that of death
Is what has awaited me this whole time
The fate to go on in this world knowing that you will never be whole once again
That you will forever remain broken
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Updated on August 01, 2017
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