Dear love...

Dear love,

I know you are there. I know you are listening to me. You have been ignoring me for days now and here I am, still wanting to talk to you and see your face. Am I that bad? Am I that useless? I know I had hurt you and I had hurt myself, too, for hurting you. These are all my fault. Please stop punishing me because I am already too guilty that I want to just end my life now. But .. I am still hoping, hoping for that day that you and me will be together again. 

You know what? I had missed you already. I have been dreaming about you and I have been thinking about you. I am so desperate of love, of your love and of your attention. What am I? A garbage? Because I feel that you are dumping me already. I know you're also hurt, but please let's not pretend that we can live without each other because that was not  the promise that we had said to each other long ago. I remember all your sweet words, but now, all that is in my mind are your bitter words.

When you said you're tired and it would be good for us to finish everything we have, but no! I know that's not true. I know that's not what's in your heart! I know that's not what will make you happy because I can still see in your eyes that like me, you are missing the old times when we were happy, the old times when we just couldn't stop laughing in the streets. I know you aren't that man who would just give up on me, on us... I saw and I felt your efforts before. You didn't just do all of those things for nothing, did you? 

Please come back. I am ready to listen and accept you again even though you had ignored me. Please just come back home and we'll start again. I know it's not too late. Please give us a chance, my love. I have always loved you and I will always will. 

Sincerely yours, 

your missing piece