Dear You

Dear You,

You might not know how i really feel for you, like how happy i am when i'm with you.
You see me just as a friend and i'm really aware of that, I'm aware that i'm just holding on my freakin' false hopes everytime.

My heart flutters when you are near.
Butterflies in my stomach starts to fly when you smile.
Your face and charming smile always stuck on my mind,
What kind of potion did you use to me my love?

And now i don't really know what to do,
If I'm going to confess or just keep this thing to you,
Like seriously what should i do!?
I love you but i don't know if you love me too.

And then i make a 'oh so bright' decision,
I will keep some distance from you to cut a connection,
But then, i'm so fool to believe that my decision is right,
Because it became the reason to missing you so much.

I miss you. But, it doesn't mean that i will still be with you.
I love you. But it doesn't mean that i can't give up on you.
I miss you again, But again, it doesn't mean that i'll never stop missing you.
I love you, oh yes that's true, But then, Again, It doesn't mean i can't move on from the feelings i have for you.

Thank you for everything. Don't worry I'm not blaming you for the aches that i feel.
The one that i blame is myself. I'm blaming myself for getting attached to you eventhough i know, that a person like you will never love a person like me.

Bye, You.