Hurt

It's been a long time

since you left me out of the blue.

I don't understand,

we didn't even fight.

Tell me, what have I done?

Am I not good enough?

Or did I commit something horrible?

You left me behind without clear explanation.

There's a lot of questions in my mind.

You hurt me, don't you know?

You give tears to my eyes,

and pain to my heart.

It really hurts.

The pain has become my friend by night by day.

I learn to embrace it because there's no other way.

I almost wanted to give up because this pain is too hard to bear.

O man, what have I done?

Where are you?

Am I invisible to you now?

I envy you because you can easily detached.

I envy you because you are hard while I'm too soft and vulnerable.

You didn't even care about my feelings.

And it hurts me most because we once expressed our love with each other.

You know how much you mean to me,

in fact you are precious to me.

But still, you hurt me. You left me, you neglect me.

But despite all of this, I cannot deny the fact that I miss you.

I really miss you and I'm still hoping that one day

we will meet again in God's time.