Let you go

Do you know how she feels?

Do you know what she's thinking?

Do you know how much pain she feels?

Do you know that you're the reason why she's crying?

Did you know that she was hurt because ... because of you?

But ... if not, have you ever been experienced too much sadness? to be offended? and feel sorry for yourself because theres no one who will be there by your side.

Yes? That's what she feel right now, she feel down and...

Hopeless at the same time,

She has nothing else to do but to cry every night, hurt herself every night, and blame herself for losing you.

"You left me and it's my fault, it is all fault!" She said while her tears is running down her face.

Yes you.

You.

You affect her this much, this bad, so bad.

"Please!! Comeback to me! I.. I still love you." She said but you turn your back to her and leave her hanging.

You.. You did this to her,

She cried for you,

She look pity because of you,

She looks stupid because of you,

She blame herself because of you,

She died because of you.

Now? What will you do?

You can't do anything right now! Because she's already gone and it's because of you!

"Am i not enough?" She said, asking herself.

Before.. You said you will do anything---everyting just to make her happy but what now? Look what you did! You make her suffer! You killed her!

You killed her heart,

You break her heart,

You make her heart suffer,

Now,

Her heart is already dead.

"Of all people.. why me? Why you choose to break my heart?" She ask you again while crying.

And now you answer her question,

"Sorry it's not my intention to hurt you, to make you suffer. Trust me love, I really love you so bad but I think this is not the right time for the two of us. I'm sorry, I need to do this so that you will not be more tortured and hurt. I love you my sunshine, my one only girl, my love, but for now goodbye." He said while crying and she know it was hurt, you get hurt, you suffer, your heart is dying like her.

And now everything is clear, it's all clear.. that she need to let you go, for now.

"Someday, the right time will come for the two of us." He whispered, "but for now i need to let you go, love. I'm sorry."