Scared

It was so silent.

I can't hear anything,

Anyone.

All i can hear is my heart.

Beating, beating so fast like it's in a race.

What is this?

I don't know,

I really don't know.

I'm confused.

Why i am so happy when i see you?

Why i am so happy when you immediately reply to my chat?

And when we're chatting till midnight?

Why my heart beat is so fast, when you are near?

When you're around?

And when you're smiling,

When you're smiling... My world is automatically stop. It's like your smile is the beautiful or rather the perfect smile i've ever seen in my whole life.

All i can see is you,

Only you.

You.

You affect me so much.

This much.

I don't want this!

I don't.

Why? It's because,

I'm scared.

I'm scared to feel rejected again.

I'm scared... Scared to be hurt again.

But, my heart.

My heart.

Already choose someone again,

For the second time.

My heart let someone in,

In.. In my heart.

And it's you

You.

Again.