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I saw an old conversation of you and me
and I can't help but realize that I have totally changed, we have changed.
I realized how caring you were and how inexpressive I was of my appreciation for it.
I realized I felt so happy during those times, but I never dared to tell you.
I never risked
never set my guards down.
I was always hesitant. Always so careful. And reserved.
But you were always there.
You understood.
I kept scrolling down until I came to the point where I almost broke down the walls I built,
but I didn't.
Now I ask myself,
"Why didn't you?"
I realized how sensitive you were.
How considerate.
How you subtly showed me my worth in every word you said.
I realized how I wanted to give in, I badly wanted to. I really did.
But I was afraid.
And I was a coward.. back then.
You see, I've changed.
I am stronger now. Braver.
Now, I want to tell you how I felt.
How I almost fell.
I want to tell you how much I thought of you,
your actions.
I want to tell you that you were always in my dreams too.
I want to share with you how good we might have been.
How great we can be. How happy.
So I started typing these words at the text box of our convo.
This is for you.
Now I want to admit that I also wished for the "you" and "I" to become "us".
I want to confess how badly I wanted to answer all your questions that I used to avoid because of the fear that all your words aren't true.
I was so excited to send it. To finally let you know.
But then I remembered..
It was a long time ago and you have long forgotten about me.
You have long given up.
You gave up.
I suddenly remembered you gave up on me a long time ago.
You gave up just before I finally realized that I also fell for you.
Now I remember everything. Everything.
Your love.
Your efforts.
Your words.
I remember how you valued me.
I remember it's too late now.
And I remembered how I tried to forget that by now, you have forgotten about me.
1022 Launches
Part of the Love collection
Updated on October 25, 2017
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