Second priority!

I'm not the bright shiny toy
I am not the first choice
I am the silent word
That needs to be heard

Sometimes i had all the joy
But everytime this happened
You had something bigger
To cherish, to celebrate

Everytime i had saddened
You told bigger things to worry
You never said its okay
You never compensated

Always someone else was there
Someone always took my part
And you also let them do it
Is there a reason not to fall apart?

Give me a chance
I will pour my heart out
Give me a chance
I will give my soul

Give me a chance
I will sour and fly
Give me a chance
I might even fall

Give a a chance
I will stand tall
All i need is a chance
And that will suffice

Let me prove myself
Let me have a shot
I won't let you down
I promise I will not!

I don't want to be second
I want me to be your first
I have had enough of it
Can you quench my thirst?

I guess it is all meaningless
For if i don't tell, you won't know
And if i do, you won't believe me
I will always be the silent willow

Yours truely
*s*