Self Love

Hi. I'm a person who doesn't really believe in herself. I always doubt myself in everything I do and always think I'd never be a better person. I tend to overthink a lot. I see myself as ugly looking and no one will see my worth. 

But now, I'm going to erase all of those in my head. I promise to see myself as an imperfect person who doesn't need anything to be perfect. I will push myself to love every bit of myself and not to doubt my abilities. I know, everyone has their own struggles and insecurities, but this, this is something I should change. The way I see myself is a variable I can always change whenever things go wrong. I will make myself a better person and I will always believe in me. Because if not, who else will? 

Tonight, I decided to change for the better. I realized now that I've been belittling myself too much and it's suffocating. It's tiring. I realized that the problem was me. This mentality. I've been thinking too much and pitying myself when I shouldn't. Because I should know my worth. Because my worth is not on anyone's hands, it's on mine. 

I hope this writing would make a difference and if one of these days I lose myself again, I'd look at this. I'd read this and make me realize again how to accept me for who I am. I am also hoping for those people like me, if there are such, to read this and realize how they should be loving themselves. 

I hope 2018 is my year of self love.